Introduction: Stage 1 – Fearful for no good reason – It had been over a year since her last serious relationship. She had dated casually, but having not met anyone she felt attracted to, she talked to a girlfriend who had met someone on-line. “Humm, wonder if there’s really anything to that?” she asked herself. “How could it hurt? At least he won’t be in my face when I decide I don’t want to be bothered anymore.”
They had begun with several conversations before…you know — I’m here, you’re there, feeling you out conversations. Then their last conversation become more involved…deeper — she thought. She said (to herself), “Is it time to let him see the real me? He’s on the other side of this machine. He may not even be real. I must be crazy.” But, she logged on anyway and the conversation continues.
Stage 2 – Hearing & Seeing things that are not there
He said: I will be there…to meet you…to meet your needs…to take care when you want me to…never imposing…just close at hand…when wanted…just a breath away. I do promise you to be there and help you whenever needed…even be close to you when you want…what more can you ask?
She said: You sound sensual and exciting. I have been sending prayers into the universe for years and calling for someone who I could bond with and relate to on a spiritual as well as physical level.
He said: My role for you, when needed, is to be your friend…your lover if needed…your confidence when wanted. You determine what kind of man you want me to be…that sounds maybe crazy, but I do want to be that to you…for you.
She said: This is my rational side coming out: how do you know this now?
He said: I do not know this…I do FEEL this…a bit of intuition…and then you are a spiritual being…wondrously…a true fine spirit.
She said: And as far as determining what “kind of man” I want you to be sounds somehow manipulative. Do I have this kind of power? Are you not already what Spirit wants you to be? Yes, I am kind, wonderous, marvelous, exciting, sometimes giddy, playful, impressive, hard-working, prayerful, wonder-worker! Hope that I’m not too intimidating 🙂
He said: You are definitely not intimidating…I just want to make sure to you that I am very open-minded and hearted concerning your wellbeing and want to make you a haven of peace and love…and that is perhaps the crazy me…just following an emotional decision on making you happy.
She said: That’s profound. I am going to be thinking a lot about what you are saying. That’s a part of who I am also. At this stage in my life, I am sometimes cautious, especially about my personal life. I can advise and counsel others about their lives with great success. I have helped many over the years. I am ready for the best in life for myself as well. Are you on holiday?
He said: Nooo…I am working until the 25th. And, please…be cautious all the time…when it helps you to survive and feeling happy, hang on to that. There’s never a must towards me…feel free to be!!!!!!
She said: Some say that we are living in a dangerous world but I say that these are exciting times. I have been reading several books at once lately and meditating on the topics. There are so-called secrets that are coming to light in our time but these are secrets that are said to have been known by us all along. We are gods creating our own reality. Movies like the Matrix and Indigo show us images of people and even children with extraordinary skills and awareness of events past and future that we will have…maybe even now possess…
He said: Yes…we merely are here on borrowed time and have the obligation to make the best of it…especially in touch with others…that is my belief. Yes…we will develop a kind of people (indigos as you call them) that are more aware…this is why I do already trust and adore you…even now…with no second thoughts.
She said: Making the best of it — I like that. I’m going to step away and make a cup of tea. Would be nice if you were near to have some 🙂
He said: (Kiss) I will miss you already…and look forward to our next encounter. Please take it easy…reflect a lot…read my thoughts…you are adored.
She said: I recall in your profile that you were a classical music admirer. I like to think of myself as a wine connoisseur. I am teaching myself about the various types and region where the grapes are grown and collecting bottles — full and empty 🙂 I have a couple of vines growing at a vineyard. I will say goodbye for now and I too look forward to our next encounter. You too are adored!
He said: I will save some fine French wine for you when you come to visit…they are my favorites.
She said: Thank you. Tell me how the weather will be where you are the next time we talk. Good bye for now.
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